You know, maybe I haven't DONE enough?
But what is enough? Or rather what is doing?
And when will I know whether or not I've
done enough? And furthermore, how will
I know if my judgement of enough is true?

In conclusion, I should do more.
Even if I'm scared.

Because I am scared, that's what it is, isn't it?

Why I mistook feelings of fear for contentment is

beyond me and also something I've always done.

And I want to renounce it, say no more.

But I'm scared, not an idiot.

I know myself, and my ways, and I'm not going

to do shit. I will be in the same place forever.

Maybe, though, I can take this as a challenge.