did you know, that apologetic and
drunk is the way i like you best?
did you know, that pathetic and numb,
is the way i like you best?

did you know, that vulnerable and
drunk, is the way you like me best?
did you know, that is the exact time
where the severity of my self-hatred
goes through the fucking roof?

and i truly start wondering,
"what the fuck are we doing?"