Burns with coulda, shoulda, woulda.
Burns with sea-lust and tree-lust.
And wanderlust.
And I could have sworn, holding on
to glimmering wispy bits of a dream
state, that I was standing on the top
of a mountain, looking down. That
I was swimming through a raging sea.
That I was in the grocery store, not a
single label could I read.
I could have sworn I was in your bed,
or your bed, or your bed. (Or really any
of your beds, in dreams it's hard to determine)
And it's hard to determine what I want
sometimes. Most times. All the times.
And I could have sworn, holding on
to glimmering wispy bits of a dream
state, that I was choking, spluttering,
struggling for breath; wet on a beach
sand under my nails, in my hair. That
I was being suffocated by blankets,
pillows, sheets. Strong, strong hands
but weak wrists- holding me down.
Holding me down but not bringing me down.
Ah, well. These heavy words are hard to speak.
Yet, you must know.
Yet, you must know.
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