sometimes when i'm in a room with a sky light,
and it's snowing outside, i feel like i'm dying.
i feel like i'm stuck in a snowbank, and the flaky
white crystals of snow are just coming down and
covering me. and then i'm suffocating, and i'm
freezing, and i'm starting to black out... even
though i'm warm and oxygen filled, in real life.

it's a wonder what your mind can convince you.